Inside the silence we find truth.
“Inside the silence we find truth. We wither and we bloom. We grow in and out of ways of being and entire lives, both lived and unlived. We learn the boundaries and the edges of ourselves” Jeanette LeBlanc
A heads up! As the self-isolation/distancing/quarantining stretches on, have you noticed how the initial Instagram spiritual-lite reactions: “Isn’t this wonderful - more time to de-clutter my wardrobe“ are seeming increasingly desperate? All the old 3D patterns are kicking back in via an online tsunami of advice on how to go unconscious by keeping busy with self-improvement. This is self-brutality disguised as self-empowerment.
Since the Men in Black Saturn/Pluto conjunction in January, the dominos collapsing one after another are a meta-mirror you can’t avoid. As Without, so Within. Wherever you go, there you are. And this embodiment process has a way of blowing up your life as you knew it. The new 5D frequency of freedom being introduced into your reality, into your body and mind doesn’t follow the same ordered patterns of the old 3D energy. You cannot spiritually by-pass your physicality since the body is the vector for enlightenment. It is literally the delivery mechanism by which you experience the vastness of who you really are. And, of course, your mind is having a hard time with it. It keeps trying to figure out how to make this transformation smoother, more graceful, less painful. And that mind truly believes that will happen if it keeps trying to find order in the chaos.
But the way through is by learning the wisdom of no escape from the tests of faith, the crises of meaning and the jagged cracks in the illusion of permanence, as your defences and security systems crumble:
be kind to yourself, be discerning, patient and tender towards your growing edge. The past is withdrawing from us and we are in the process of disabling the past
if you're feeling - as so many of us sensitives are - down, depleted, drained, alone or in a void like floating on the Dead Sea, understand that you are not fading, falling or failing but energetically detaching so you can witness the permanent withdrawal of many of your previous creations - roles, labels, careers, alliances
instead of focusing on what isn't happening or what you're not doing, allow yourself as much rest, withdrawal and non -doing as you can as the physical and psychic cleansing builds. Your body is a messenger with feedback about your current operating system be present in your body and allow outworn gestalts, debris, illusions, attachments and patterns to dissolve while absorbing the incoming deep space energies at cellular level. You are still in transition to a new elevated creation cycle that will see you move from seeking all lost parts of yourself to creating the highest expression of your Self in form you are learning that the more you become true to your Self and the more you withdraw your energy from anything external that leads to soul defragmentation, the more energy you have available to self -sustain, self -generate, self-realise through the next few months, as we continue to embody more of our transpersonal Self in human form, many of us are/will be up-levelling, uprooting and expanding into more meta level, yet earth-focused service.
Frame it as a wonderful opportunity to wake up from the deep sleep of your blind spots and repetitive karmic loops; as a chance to become fully present in Now. If you cling to or fall back into the old fictions you used to fool yourself with, the present with its potential is inaccessible. If you keep trying to second guess or project yourself into the future, you lose your power to act Now. Disengaging from what keeps you small is a radical act of self-agency.
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